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Making the discovery

I started realizing that I have a problem back when I was in high school.

Where by rather than being out in the streets gallavanting in the streets with my peers getting up to no good, I was pretty much more comfortable being at home laying in my bed reading a book.

My mom thought I was just a "nerd" but the truth is that I was really scared. I couldn't go out to face the world alone because I didn't know what will happen or what will people think of me or if I will be able to keep up a conversation for too long.

I didn't know what it was called but I knew I had to have a problem because this was nowhere near normal.
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  1. Sean SJanuary 9, 2020 at 2:33 AM

    When you further elaborate this introverted behavior by putting Leticia into the mix, do notify me. I will definitely miss it on Facebook for I do not do it much.
    -Sean Setausi.

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